And nobody likes me… Maybe, if I cry…
~Tegan and Sara
I feel myself falling into something like a depression. I can’t find a way to make myself happy, I obsess over my thoughts and the smallest things, and I obsess over other people’s thoughts and feelings about me. It comes out of no where as well. I’ll be just fine and then I’ll be sad. I get overwhelmed with emotion, too. I’m not exactly sure what triggers it, either. Perhaps if I could pinpoint it, I could self-heal, but I’m unsure.
It’s always a wonder when you’ve known someone for so long, and then you’re finally intimate with them and it changes everything. Almost like you’re no longer important or like they really don’t care to communicate. I don’t think I’ll ever understand that…
