I feel a little sad inside. I wish I could just talk to a certain somebody and explain why things happened the way they did…
I want my acting career to take off already. It’s going slow. At least I have my resume put together. If it’s my destiny, it will happen when I’m good and ready. I just feel like I’m ready now.
As for my heart:
It’s telling me I want to just live life. Free from boundaries, free from anyone telling me what to do, how to act, what to feel, who to feel for. I don’t like feeling guilty if I’m with someone and I see another man.
I’m way too picky though.
It’s time to go geocaching. I’ll catch up on this when I get back….
