All I think about is who I’ve been compared to. Someone of model status.
Is that even fair? We are two completely different people. Yes, she’s been blessed with a perfect body and a perfectly structured face… But why compare me to her? It’s all I can think about.
I don’t understand how you can sit there and say you like me, say you like certain features that I have, tell me you want to settle down with a girl, and then all you can talk about is her. If you want her so bad, be with her. Don’t waste my time. Don’t give me false hope… Especially if we WERE to get together, I would feel like if she came around you would drop me like a hat for her. In fact, I think you mentioned you WOULD do that.
And now that I’ve stopped my train of thought with that last sentence… I think I’m over it.
I don’t need someone that is going to tell me I need to “not lose weight but tone up” and then continue to talk about how “perfect” this other girl is. You know, I will tone up and I will lose some of that weight. But not for you. For me. So that when I get that perfect body, I will be happy with myself. You were just that small little motivation… More like “doing this in spite of you” kind of thing.
The end.
