I’m a jack of all trades, but a master of none.
I’ve come to the conclusion that having a crush/love interest is pointless. What’s the use of unrequited feelings? It just leads to more burdens and heartache.
I guess, due to the recent events that have happened in my life, my life has changed for the better. There’s a silver lining to everything. Is it human nature to compare yourself to others in regards to what they wear, how skinny they are, what they look like, the friends they have, etc? I need to break that habit.
I think when I’m twenty-one, things will be different. I think things will change again. Life is just full of changes. It’s actually kind of annoying.
I wish I could have a fresh start already. Figure out what I really want to put my mind to: acting, photography, a regular 9-5 job…
I’m thinking of making short films if I could find people serious enough to help me with it, and opening up my own photography studio. Everyone always tells me I really need to pursue my photography. I’ve let it go this past year, due to college, so maybe after I graduate I can bring it back. Portraits and band promos, advertising… Where ever the wind might take me… We shall see.
I just wish I could get my priorities in check already.
But this is not a cry for pitty or for sympathy
I guess I take after my mother…
